“Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.” Psalm 46:10 KJV
you are not alone.
I can’t pick up the peace of God if I don’t let go of the other things that I’m holding onto so tightly, and leave them at the foot of the cross. I only have two arms.
God is good and He sees all things, and we don’t have a reason to doubt otherwise.
Sometimes too, though, I believe that God allows us to get broken, so that we would understand just how desperately we need him in order to be fully whole.